Never ever..... NOT

After 34872538723978 years, I remembered i have a blogspot account! At first i don't know the correct url but i know my google account so i retrieved this!:)

Icame across my last post titled never ever, and i was laughing because guess what? that friend, we're okey! Not A-okey but we talk na. I think its safe that we are now friends, not as friendly as before but its all good.

That was what i hoped and prayed for. And its all that matters now!

Anyway, I've been into tough times lately. Ups and downs but i think i can handle it (for now i guess haha)

Materialistic is the word for me this past months i've acquired a bb phone, a netbook, dslr , camcorder. Im happy but still not contented. I realized that having all what i want will not bring me happiness.

I wish and pray to god that i will be successful in life, now that im back and doing good, god help me!

Never ever that i imagined ill be OKEY :D

Never ever

First of all, i would like all of you to know that the twister fries of mcdo is absolutely THE BEST. hahaha! I'm in love with twister fries. HAHAHA

Anyway, I have this weird encounter with my 2 hatest people in the whole wide world. Me and my sister watched transforms last friday at eastwood mall. After the movie, my sister has to attend a meeting in UPD so we went to mcdo to wait for our driver there. When we arrived at mcdo, i can feel someome is looking at me ,(Well, mararamdaman mo naman talaga if someone is looking) And boom, its tomato and whitey (CODENAMES:)) ) HAHA eh at that moment im craving for choco sundae and twister fries so i got inside the resto, They were seated outside kasi. My sister waited for our driver and after i bought those yummy snacks, Our car arrived na and i walked with my eyes straight, NOT LOOKING AROUND. hahaha i dont want to see those people. HAHAHAHA

well, pero at that moment, i miss that one person i thought will not leave me too, Oh well, Its okey:) i did not feel anything na. hahaha. And i accepted na the thought na we will never be friends again, NEVER EVER.

PEACE

WORLD PEACE.

If there is one thing that will lead to prosperity in this human race, its world peace.
With every single event that is going on with my life, it is the only solution i can think of. As if everything in this world is CHAOS. From Sex videos to family problems, to politics to religions, WE NEED WORLD PEACE.

Peace is such a common term and a general knowledge of what we want to achieve. World Peace on the other hand is another common term but it is more needed then the usual peace.

Come to think of it, IF we have world peace everything will prosper. We will not have problems, We will have a utopian kind of living. People will not do such wrong doings because they have no problem. ALL OF US WILL HAVE A PEACEFUL SLEEP.

BUT, in reality, it will not and NEVER will happen. Nobody is perfect. There is no such thing!
Although, you can try to be the best you can be. You can be good.In that way, your mind can be in its peaceful state.

Like all the beauty queens answer, WORLD PEACE.

cant sleep

I need to be in bed right now but i chose not to sleep yet. Im too lazy. [pati pala pagtulog kinatatamaran] O well, thats me! HAHA

Anyway, i've been thinking if i will give money instead of gifts to my god-children [you read it right, god CHILDREN, i know, im old-----not! haha] BUT, mom said if you give money, it might not benefit the child. What she means is better give a gift so that they will really appreciate it. Although i dont know if i have the luxury to shop for goodies. If time permits, why not! I dont want to give so-so things to my god-children, i want it nice and cute! HAHA. 

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My dog, cotton, is so spoiled na! Everytime i go to my bed, she barks at me and wants to go up and sleep with me. I end up letting her sleep beside me. I cant control her bark! too noisy! haha! And you know what people, she wants to be with somebody always. If we leave her alone, she barks so loud! She doesnt want to be left alone.O well, i really love her and i cant resist her cute-cuddly-angelic face! 

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I can't wait for the twilight screening on Nov.26! Damn, i need to watch it whatever it takes! I want to reserve pa nga advance screening eh. HARHAR! Edward my love, I will support you all the way! Look! Im not even sleeping!!!! HAHAHA!  Gosh! is this a sign of me turning into a vampire! HAHAHAHA lol!!!! deym!:)) So addicted!

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My gosh also, Im so into Plurk-ing I got 27.++.  karma for 3 days only! YEY YEY YEY! and i have the banana dancing as my smiley! WOWOWOWOWOW!!! Its like a drug! Can't live without! hahaha Me=CRAZY!!:))

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Okey, enough about it. Look Looj, You need to sleep or else you'll end up having a headache again tom. DARN! why do i didnt think of that. hahahaha

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Twilight experience

Okey, I might be super late to post this topic. I know people go gaga over it for quite sometime now. I was just interested again by this book yesterday. AND now, I'm feeling the twilight experience too!:))

I know i kind of break my former announcement that im not into meyer's vampire love story but when i read it the second time around ( Yes, i read twilight a few years back and yes, i admit, i didn't pay attention that much) i fell in love with the book. I know there are gramatically incorrect sentences and emo much conversations by edward and bella, i think why most people fall in love in this story is that its kind of a fairy tale story. ADMIT IT PEOPLE! twilight fanatics are wishing they have that perfect man,(well not really, because he is a vampire, thats the twist) but even though he is a vampire, he still possess the quality we love to dream about at night. The prince that will save us from all bad things.

I know its kind of mushy and stuff, but we like it. Even though we are in this techonology age, we still want to hear or read a love story that will make you say "AWW"

okey, i've read the book in only one day. I started yesterday afternoon and finished it today:))

I always blush when i read this kind of stories:))

i am ill

Im sick again and again and again. For the same old reason, Cough and colds. Darn it. Last 3 weeks ago, my lungs almost gave up on me because of that stupid phlegm <> 

And now, IM BACK TO MY STICKY FRENEMIES (Its friends and enemies) I hate it when im sick and not feeling well. 

It was supposed to be a fun day for me. Kc and Agnes suppose to be at my house for a bonding session but it has to be postponed due to my condition.

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Enough of my sentiments. What can i do. WTF.haha

Yesterday, we went shopping. Yey!, but no yey for me after i saw my balance in my atm card!:( 

But! i bought the limited edition of havaianas! Im not actually a havaianas fan but i liked it. haha!

Well, i got to go, i think i have fever. DEYM

Never felt so good

4 words i told KC how i felt after that text message. Well, I think its about time for me to say what i needed to. My other friend(she doesnt want to be named:)) ) said that what i did was so darn late. Her exact words were " You know luge, you shouldnt think twice in telling that, you should have told it a billion years ago" Okey, im not born like a billion years yet haha, but seriously though, she's right. I have this feeling that i might do a wrong thing and will regret it but i never felt so good after doing that! 

I Know some of you will ask whats up with me again. Hahaha, Well, In short, let me just tell you that there is this one person who just turned into a monster. HAHAHA joke:)) basta, to make the story shorter, "I reached my hand but somebody chose to fall" 

Totoo, ive been blinded all this time. Siguro kung bibilangin lahat ng ginawa ko for this so called friend, wala na. Alam ko may nagawa naman siya sakin oo but why all of a sudden. 

Gusto niyo parang showbiz talkshow magbigay ako ng clue? HAHA blind item. hahaha 

No, i will not tell who the person is kasi its unfair naman sa part nya.(tamo, im still thinking of your side)

You know what, hindi talaga bestfriend ang turing sayo eh. Akala ko lang yun. Im not mad i just wanted you to open your eyes. 

i know some of you will not agree with me but its an experience. 

Anong mafefeel nyo kung bigla nalang nawala yung friendship and then hindi ka kausapin. Your trying to reach our but no reply. Tinawagan ka nga pero nagpagawa ng hw. anong klase yun?! tapos hindi ka nanaman rereplyan.

I hope you read this. And to her friends that will read this, sabihin niyo. hindi ko siya kilala. Nakakatakot siyang maging kaibigan.

THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR THAT TOPIC. I WILL CLOSE THIS ISSUE ONCE AND FOR ALL. IM SORRY IF I WILL HURT SOMEONES FEELING, BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO LET IT ALL OUT AND NOT HEAR MY SIDE OF THE STORY. I HAVE FEELINGS THAT WAS NOT TAKEN CARED OF ANDI NEVER FELT SO GOOD.