Saturday, October 11, 2008

Never felt so good

4 words i told KC how i felt after that text message. Well, I think its about time for me to say what i needed to. My other friend(she doesnt want to be named:)) ) said that what i did was so darn late. Her exact words were " You know luge, you shouldnt think twice in telling that, you should have told it a billion years ago" Okey, im not born like a billion years yet haha, but seriously though, she's right. I have this feeling that i might do a wrong thing and will regret it but i never felt so good after doing that! 

I Know some of you will ask whats up with me again. Hahaha, Well, In short, let me just tell you that there is this one person who just turned into a monster. HAHAHA joke:)) basta, to make the story shorter, "I reached my hand but somebody chose to fall" 

Totoo, ive been blinded all this time. Siguro kung bibilangin lahat ng ginawa ko for this so called friend, wala na. Alam ko may nagawa naman siya sakin oo but why all of a sudden. 

Gusto niyo parang showbiz talkshow magbigay ako ng clue? HAHA blind item. hahaha 

No, i will not tell who the person is kasi its unfair naman sa part nya.(tamo, im still thinking of your side)

You know what, hindi talaga bestfriend ang turing sayo eh. Akala ko lang yun. Im not mad i just wanted you to open your eyes. 

i know some of you will not agree with me but its an experience. 

Anong mafefeel nyo kung bigla nalang nawala yung friendship and then hindi ka kausapin. Your trying to reach our but no reply. Tinawagan ka nga pero nagpagawa ng hw. anong klase yun?! tapos hindi ka nanaman rereplyan.

I hope you read this. And to her friends that will read this, sabihin niyo. hindi ko siya kilala. Nakakatakot siyang maging kaibigan.


THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR THAT TOPIC. I WILL CLOSE THIS ISSUE ONCE AND FOR ALL. IM SORRY IF I WILL HURT SOMEONES FEELING, BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO LET IT ALL OUT AND NOT HEAR MY SIDE OF THE STORY. I HAVE FEELINGS THAT WAS NOT TAKEN CARED OF ANDI NEVER FELT SO GOOD.

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