WALLS

Indeed, some things are not meant to be. 

Learning to value the perspective of reality is somewhat very shallow. You need to understand fully that life in itself is not merely revolving in one's own image. 

I sat here, waiting for my life to be more productive. I know, I shouldnt be so blatant in terms of my own responsibility in life.

I wanted to be everything for everybody  but i cant understand why is there a wall standing infront of me.

Damn those walls. 

Best part

Maybe i tend to be insensitive sometimes but i try not to dominate the possessive part. I know giving it all might be too confusing but you should see what i really wanted to do. FOR THE BEST OF EVERYONE I LOVE. I don't pretend or act as if i am some saint or angel at that area but i kinda realize that what my destiny in this world is to let people be connected or re-invent their own self. 

Mushy? No, im just a little bit afraid of what will happen next in my "what i usually say" tangled world. 

Some say, my life is perfect, having a perfect family(they said so), having what i need and want, having good grades, having the confidence everyone has dreamed of and so on..

My life may have a fairy tale story, but, not everything is a story, its reality, its not a perfect world of mine, its kind of a reality-game show.Wherein i play the contestant and all what i have, i really work hard for it.

I mean, my life is not really perfect, i just strive to be the best of what i can be.:)

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Every girl needs a break

We never admit it nor tell anybody that we are tired of things that we normally do.Usually, it struck everyone and believe me, its worth the wait.

What am i talking about? Isn't it obvious? LOVE.

Love can tell us to be good and bad. Whether it is real or not. HAHA! is it infatuation (INFANTUATING dapat ang ilalagay ko, hahaha joke only!!:)) ) or is it possession?


Why am i telling this? BECAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH CHRIS TIU! whataaaaa hhaha


okey, do i need that to squeeze in my blog entry. HAHA. my god, im so sorry that my fanatically over-rated emotion has come this far.

Anyway, Given this chance, i would like to congratulate the ateneo blue eagles for that crown in the uaap season 71:) Go ateneo!! AMDG! :D:

A thousand miles

That's the song tracy sang before she left for the states:) I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LONG LOST BESTEST FRIEND EVER:) we promised before that even though we will be million miles away, we will always stay the best of friends forever:) (even though we have other bestfriends)

We've been away for quite sometime now. its been 6 years already since i last saw her and damn i miss her so much. We stay connected thru text messages and phone calls for the past years but because of time limits, email and myspace became our bonding moments. Oh, i miss the times way back then. haha

but i know, she is happy where she is right now:)

hugs and kisses:) as always:)

This is me

There is no holding back. For some reasons, i should let silence be the teacher of what im feeling and because of that it may lead to a brighter future.

I know you can't understand what i am saying and is about to say but for me, just let it out.

For sometime, i've been playing front-player and people was used to it. They applauded me for being someone that im not. Come to think of it, i am a great shadow-player too, Living amidst the dark corner wandering how and why i came this far. Learning how to be myself is simple, just pretend everything is alright. Bullshit. Its not that simple, ITS HARD. ITS FREAKING COMPLICATED with all the lines,wires that are tangled in my world. Im trying to fix the technical road i went through but its not that easy.

I wanted to be someone who lives a simple life. But, i guess i was born to be in the middle of everything. You shouldnt pitty me because im lucky that i am like this. Im in great awe that because of this wild world of mine, I get stronger everyday. Would'nt you want the same place as i am?

Think twice people. HAHA but i guess its the real me. No one, should ever question what ive done to my life because i chose to be different. I became like this because of what i did and i dont care if its hard, i am used to it and it just proves that i am a better person than the people who hid under their blanket and take everything as easy as it looks like. But in reality, its not.

So to all the people who try to pretend, go out of your shell and be yourself. You might thank me in the near future:)