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Im still in a state of shock. I dont know what to feel and think. Wala akong nararamdaman.

Why? All the unnecessary thoughts surrounds me padin. Negativity ba or BV. Now, my heart is pumping really hard. I wanna die. No scratch that, i wanna live. But how? I am living in misery.

Help? Save me. PLEASe

Lets Play

Yes naman, you have blackberry na din, Can i have ur bbm pin? =))

I was thinking if he bought it or bigay ulit from the fans? I mean, the slr, to thr LV belt, to all the gadgets he has, ano pa ang hindi niyo nabibigay? owell sige mayayabang este mayayaman naman kayo so go!:))

Im just sad that the true fans that really loved him, walang chance na to get closer to him. Sinara niya kasi agad, well dahil din sa panununsol ng mga nasa paligid niya. Like me, i had a chance to see upclose and to feel what they are in person. Im just naiinis to those feelingera na managers and fans na wala na tuloy chance yung iba to be closer to them. Hay, o well im happy im just a fan looking down to their world:))

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Im still sick. Bed rest for me. Im bored, lets play?

I want to be okey

For the past 3 years my life is so miserable and super sad. I wish to be happy, SOMEDAY.