i am ill

Im sick again and again and again. For the same old reason, Cough and colds. Darn it. Last 3 weeks ago, my lungs almost gave up on me because of that stupid phlegm <> 

And now, IM BACK TO MY STICKY FRENEMIES (Its friends and enemies) I hate it when im sick and not feeling well. 

It was supposed to be a fun day for me. Kc and Agnes suppose to be at my house for a bonding session but it has to be postponed due to my condition.

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Enough of my sentiments. What can i do. WTF.haha

Yesterday, we went shopping. Yey!, but no yey for me after i saw my balance in my atm card!:( 

But! i bought the limited edition of havaianas! Im not actually a havaianas fan but i liked it. haha!

Well, i got to go, i think i have fever. DEYM

Never felt so good

4 words i told KC how i felt after that text message. Well, I think its about time for me to say what i needed to. My other friend(she doesnt want to be named:)) ) said that what i did was so darn late. Her exact words were " You know luge, you shouldnt think twice in telling that, you should have told it a billion years ago" Okey, im not born like a billion years yet haha, but seriously though, she's right. I have this feeling that i might do a wrong thing and will regret it but i never felt so good after doing that! 

I Know some of you will ask whats up with me again. Hahaha, Well, In short, let me just tell you that there is this one person who just turned into a monster. HAHAHA joke:)) basta, to make the story shorter, "I reached my hand but somebody chose to fall" 

Totoo, ive been blinded all this time. Siguro kung bibilangin lahat ng ginawa ko for this so called friend, wala na. Alam ko may nagawa naman siya sakin oo but why all of a sudden. 

Gusto niyo parang showbiz talkshow magbigay ako ng clue? HAHA blind item. hahaha 

No, i will not tell who the person is kasi its unfair naman sa part nya.(tamo, im still thinking of your side)

You know what, hindi talaga bestfriend ang turing sayo eh. Akala ko lang yun. Im not mad i just wanted you to open your eyes. 

i know some of you will not agree with me but its an experience. 

Anong mafefeel nyo kung bigla nalang nawala yung friendship and then hindi ka kausapin. Your trying to reach our but no reply. Tinawagan ka nga pero nagpagawa ng hw. anong klase yun?! tapos hindi ka nanaman rereplyan.

I hope you read this. And to her friends that will read this, sabihin niyo. hindi ko siya kilala. Nakakatakot siyang maging kaibigan.

THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR THAT TOPIC. I WILL CLOSE THIS ISSUE ONCE AND FOR ALL. IM SORRY IF I WILL HURT SOMEONES FEELING, BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO LET IT ALL OUT AND NOT HEAR MY SIDE OF THE STORY. I HAVE FEELINGS THAT WAS NOT TAKEN CARED OF ANDI NEVER FELT SO GOOD.

headache

Im really having a big headache since last saturday. I really dont know why. To add to that miserable pain, This person is really getting to my nerves. YOU SHOULD SHUT UP OKEY? YOUR MAKING MY LIFE SO DAMN BORING AS YOURS.

GRR. nakakainis, She really needs a makeover. GRR,.

Anyway, I dont want to lure over material things but i really wanted a new watch. ODM exactly. But. im really on the thinking side because of the economical crisis the Philippines is going through. Look at millions of people who has nothing to eat or is less fortunate then me. I mean come on, Will i spend 6 thousand just for a watch? i know ive been spending a lot(digi cams, 5 cellphone,new laptop,clothes, beds;clothes;shoes;diapers for my dog etc) Hmm, i really wanted to save bu, i really like one. HAHA:))

Anyway, my head hurts bigtime. need to go!

luge

MY PRINCE

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:)

This day was so fun yet so memorable. I had time to talk things over with my friends and catch up and daym, time is so fast. I really admire the strenght of my barkada over their problems. I will not tell because its private but one things for sure, its not easy.

By the look in their eyes, you can see the pain running through their eyes as if it will burst into fire. Even if they dont tell what is the real score the pressure is within their bodies. 

I am very lucky that i dont undergo such agony Its not that serious or life and death situation. 

I dont know what to tell them. Im just here no matter what.

I miss them but i dont know why im not the usual me.

Before, if they have a problem, I volunteer myself to solve it whatever it takes. But now, I just listen and thats it. I give my own advice.

Maybe, time has changed me. Is it because of what happened or what has time done to me. 

Sometimes, i want to be what i am before and be free again. However, im happy what i am now.

TO THE MVP OF OUR BARKADA

Have you ever wondered how difficult life is when you dont have a person who believes in you and is always there to protect and guide you?

A person who is always beside you no matter what? A person who through thick and thin is there, standing in front you?

how would you feel if that person always comforts you and at the same time shout at you if you did something wrong?

Words is not enough to describe the one and only, angelica montefalcon:))

Okey so first thing's first! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST GEGE! 

Alam mo naman ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sayo..

na, i love you, miss you and im always here for you:))

Sympre mahigit sa best friend yan, Sister na ata turingan namin:))

All secrets, alam namin.. kabisado nya ako ulo hanggang paa. (LITERALLY :)) ) 

basta gege, Im always here for you no matter what:> 

Kahit na lagi mo ko inaaway, binabatukan, pinapagawa ng rizal hws mo(pero ayaw ko:)) ),nilalaglag, sinasabunutan, pinapalo,kinukurot, sinisigawan:)) mahal parin kita:)

Dont ever change dear:) I love you! HAPPY BDAY GIRL!:D 

P.s Be strong and stay witty as always!:D