Im still in a state of shock. I dont know what to feel and think. Wala akong nararamdaman.
Why? All the unnecessary thoughts surrounds me padin. Negativity ba or BV. Now, my heart is pumping really hard. I wanna die. No scratch that, i wanna live. But how? I am living in misery.
Help? Save me. PLEASe
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Lets Play
Yes naman, you have blackberry na din, Can i have ur bbm pin? =))
I was thinking if he bought it or bigay ulit from the fans? I mean, the slr, to thr LV belt, to all the gadgets he has, ano pa ang hindi niyo nabibigay? owell sige mayayabang este mayayaman naman kayo so go!:))
Im just sad that the true fans that really loved him, walang chance na to get closer to him. Sinara niya kasi agad, well dahil din sa panununsol ng mga nasa paligid niya. Like me, i had a chance to see upclose and to feel what they are in person. Im just naiinis to those feelingera na managers and fans na wala na tuloy chance yung iba to be closer to them. Hay, o well im happy im just a fan looking down to their world:))
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Im still sick. Bed rest for me. Im bored, lets play?
I was thinking if he bought it or bigay ulit from the fans? I mean, the slr, to thr LV belt, to all the gadgets he has, ano pa ang hindi niyo nabibigay? owell sige mayayabang este mayayaman naman kayo so go!:))
Im just sad that the true fans that really loved him, walang chance na to get closer to him. Sinara niya kasi agad, well dahil din sa panununsol ng mga nasa paligid niya. Like me, i had a chance to see upclose and to feel what they are in person. Im just naiinis to those feelingera na managers and fans na wala na tuloy chance yung iba to be closer to them. Hay, o well im happy im just a fan looking down to their world:))
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Im still sick. Bed rest for me. Im bored, lets play?
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I want to be okey
For the past 3 years my life is so miserable and super sad. I wish to be happy, SOMEDAY.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Never ever..... NOT
After 34872538723978 years, I remembered i have a blogspot account! At first i don't know the correct url but i know my google account so i retrieved this!:)
Icame across my last post titled never ever, and i was laughing because guess what? that friend, we're okey! Not A-okey but we talk na. I think its safe that we are now friends, not as friendly as before but its all good.
That was what i hoped and prayed for. And its all that matters now!
Anyway, I've been into tough times lately. Ups and downs but i think i can handle it (for now i guess haha)
Materialistic is the word for me this past months i've acquired a bb phone, a netbook, dslr , camcorder. Im happy but still not contented. I realized that having all what i want will not bring me happiness.
I wish and pray to god that i will be successful in life, now that im back and doing good, god help me!
Never ever that i imagined ill be OKEY :D
Icame across my last post titled never ever, and i was laughing because guess what? that friend, we're okey! Not A-okey but we talk na. I think its safe that we are now friends, not as friendly as before but its all good.
That was what i hoped and prayed for. And its all that matters now!
Anyway, I've been into tough times lately. Ups and downs but i think i can handle it (for now i guess haha)
Materialistic is the word for me this past months i've acquired a bb phone, a netbook, dslr , camcorder. Im happy but still not contented. I realized that having all what i want will not bring me happiness.
I wish and pray to god that i will be successful in life, now that im back and doing good, god help me!
Never ever that i imagined ill be OKEY :D
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Never ever
First of all, i would like all of you to know that the twister fries of mcdo is absolutely THE BEST. hahaha! I'm in love with twister fries. HAHAHA
Anyway, I have this weird encounter with my 2 hatest people in the whole wide world. Me and my sister watched transforms last friday at eastwood mall. After the movie, my sister has to attend a meeting in UPD so we went to mcdo to wait for our driver there. When we arrived at mcdo, i can feel someome is looking at me ,(Well, mararamdaman mo naman talaga if someone is looking) And boom, its tomato and whitey (CODENAMES:)) ) HAHA eh at that moment im craving for choco sundae and twister fries so i got inside the resto, They were seated outside kasi. My sister waited for our driver and after i bought those yummy snacks, Our car arrived na and i walked with my eyes straight, NOT LOOKING AROUND. hahaha i dont want to see those people. HAHAHAHA
well, pero at that moment, i miss that one person i thought will not leave me too, Oh well, Its okey:) i did not feel anything na. hahaha. And i accepted na the thought na we will never be friends again, NEVER EVER.
Anyway, I have this weird encounter with my 2 hatest people in the whole wide world. Me and my sister watched transforms last friday at eastwood mall. After the movie, my sister has to attend a meeting in UPD so we went to mcdo to wait for our driver there. When we arrived at mcdo, i can feel someome is looking at me ,(Well, mararamdaman mo naman talaga if someone is looking) And boom, its tomato and whitey (CODENAMES:)) ) HAHA eh at that moment im craving for choco sundae and twister fries so i got inside the resto, They were seated outside kasi. My sister waited for our driver and after i bought those yummy snacks, Our car arrived na and i walked with my eyes straight, NOT LOOKING AROUND. hahaha i dont want to see those people. HAHAHAHA
well, pero at that moment, i miss that one person i thought will not leave me too, Oh well, Its okey:) i did not feel anything na. hahaha. And i accepted na the thought na we will never be friends again, NEVER EVER.
Monday, May 25, 2009
PEACE
WORLD PEACE.
If there is one thing that will lead to prosperity in this human race, its world peace.
With every single event that is going on with my life, it is the only solution i can think of. As if everything in this world is CHAOS. From Sex videos to family problems, to politics to religions, WE NEED WORLD PEACE.
Peace is such a common term and a general knowledge of what we want to achieve. World Peace on the other hand is another common term but it is more needed then the usual peace.
Come to think of it, IF we have world peace everything will prosper. We will not have problems, We will have a utopian kind of living. People will not do such wrong doings because they have no problem. ALL OF US WILL HAVE A PEACEFUL SLEEP.
BUT, in reality, it will not and NEVER will happen. Nobody is perfect. There is no such thing!
Although, you can try to be the best you can be. You can be good.In that way, your mind can be in its peaceful state.
Like all the beauty queens answer, WORLD PEACE.
If there is one thing that will lead to prosperity in this human race, its world peace.
With every single event that is going on with my life, it is the only solution i can think of. As if everything in this world is CHAOS. From Sex videos to family problems, to politics to religions, WE NEED WORLD PEACE.
Peace is such a common term and a general knowledge of what we want to achieve. World Peace on the other hand is another common term but it is more needed then the usual peace.
Come to think of it, IF we have world peace everything will prosper. We will not have problems, We will have a utopian kind of living. People will not do such wrong doings because they have no problem. ALL OF US WILL HAVE A PEACEFUL SLEEP.
BUT, in reality, it will not and NEVER will happen. Nobody is perfect. There is no such thing!
Although, you can try to be the best you can be. You can be good.In that way, your mind can be in its peaceful state.
Like all the beauty queens answer, WORLD PEACE.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
cant sleep
I need to be in bed right now but i chose not to sleep yet. Im too lazy. [pati pala pagtulog kinatatamaran] O well, thats me! HAHA
Anyway, i've been thinking if i will give money instead of gifts to my god-children [you read it right, god CHILDREN, i know, im old-----not! haha] BUT, mom said if you give money, it might not benefit the child. What she means is better give a gift so that they will really appreciate it. Although i dont know if i have the luxury to shop for goodies. If time permits, why not! I dont want to give so-so things to my god-children, i want it nice and cute! HAHA.
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My dog, cotton, is so spoiled na! Everytime i go to my bed, she barks at me and wants to go up and sleep with me. I end up letting her sleep beside me. I cant control her bark! too noisy! haha! And you know what people, she wants to be with somebody always. If we leave her alone, she barks so loud! She doesnt want to be left alone.O well, i really love her and i cant resist her cute-cuddly-angelic face!
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I can't wait for the twilight screening on Nov.26! Damn, i need to watch it whatever it takes! I want to reserve pa nga advance screening eh. HARHAR! Edward my love, I will support you all the way! Look! Im not even sleeping!!!! HAHAHA! Gosh! is this a sign of me turning into a vampire! HAHAHAHA lol!!!! deym!:)) So addicted!
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My gosh also, Im so into Plurk-ing I got 27.++. karma for 3 days only! YEY YEY YEY! and i have the banana dancing as my smiley! WOWOWOWOWOW!!! Its like a drug! Can't live without! hahaha Me=CRAZY!!:))
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Okey, enough about it. Look Looj, You need to sleep or else you'll end up having a headache again tom. DARN! why do i didnt think of that. hahahaha
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